Being careless and carefree is a blessing and I feel I am cursed for not being that. Carefree people say or do stuff without giving a damn of what others will think, say or react. Unlike us who think so much even before saying/doing something and then overanalyse the reply (or no reply). So much unnecessary mental exhaustion.
In Hindsight, sincere people are expected to be available every time even when they have a genuine reason for not being available and have to face the consequences for not being there even if it's once in the blue moon situation whereas the carefree lot get away with anything and everything without any consequences.
What are we trying to do here? From where I see I feel all my positive traits are negative because the treatment I get for being sincere. I get punished for it and the once who do nothing get all the benefits, the praise, and zero expectations and zero consequences but 100% appreciation.
I knew life is not fair but this is some other level of unfair. Cheers to the blind, illogical world who torture the once who deserve all the success and praise & value the once who give a damn about anything and everything.
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